WAK UP second

WAKING UP


Wake up it is something difficult for me. Just the act of beginning a new day after being sleeping for hours just to get out from the bed it is a big effort always. 
To start the morning cheerful, with a smile in my face, even just saying something like good morning my dear, have you sleep well?....I need half an hour or so to be
in the real world again.

If there is something irregular in my life, the first thought I have in the morning it is just this problem......it could be just what ever subject along life could happens.

Today it is a nice day because I am going to see my wife along seven hours, it is the good reason to wake up on mondays.

But first thought it is alwas just what has happened few days ago, my best friend has passed away last week and my older sister last month.

Just these thoughts are the first I have at morning so I need half an hour or more to thanks Good to be alive.

After that I think in having my breakfast but not inmediately, that is not the way of having my mind clear enough. 
I do think it happens to nearly every person but I am not so sure about this premise, not all people have to feel the same, why for?.

Who knows how a baby sleep? or an adult? it is always  the form a baby dreams is the way of an old person does?....may be not.

Being a child it was hard to wake up just to go to the school very soon. I could remember that the hour of being in the school was 8 a.m. every day and it cost me a lot to be there so soon.

Madrid it is a city very cold in winter. Usually we have less two or three degrees at the morning to reach up fourteen or fifteen at noon which it is a big difference and the body suffers this changes in temperature.
All clothes you put on by the mornings it is not necessary at noon, so you may carry
them on the arm or just be hot for a time. 

Now I could see that children go to the school being so little, and they use to cry aloud every morning, I could listen to them from my bed,  just because the poor children don´t want to be out from bed so soon.

I do think it is cruel what it is done now with the little babies taking them as small to the nurseries every morning just because their parents have to work....Wel,l who has
work now which is really difficult here in this country now.

Being a baby, a boy and finally and adult I have felt always the same, my humor is bad as soon as I open my eyes in the mornings.
I need at least half an hour to get my humor in a good way, to talk or to reply some questions or even to be concious about the reality of a new day, good , bad or or the simple daily routine of the moment we are living.

Yes, I can imagine what could be the feelings of a person who his life have changed suddenly from a day to another. The dead of a husband or a wife, a son or daughter, a sudden sickness or accident that changes our way of living for ever.