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Mi mas oculto deseo fue siempre ser escritor y aprender varios idiomas. He llegado a defenderme bien en Ingles y chapurrear algo de Frances. El cine y la fotografia me fascinan. La música, de todo tipo, ha sido siempre mi relax. La amistad la valora mas que a nada en la vida.

lunes, 24 de abril de 2017

DESPERTAR first


DESPERTARSE




Waking up to me is not good, has to wait half an hour or more to be up and not down.

As usually just the first subject we use to think as my eyes are open is all the reality of the moment, the lack of my mother, today the lack of my sister and recently the lack of my best friend a bad situation at the last night, the last argue with a friend, and so on. 


All the bad it is in the morning when I open my eyes, after a while the 
world start to be real again and I could do just what every morning I use to do.
However I know persons close to me that use to wake up brightness, happy, in good mood to talk since the first moment they awake. Giving thanks of being alive and facing reality with strength and courage undar any circunstance.

I admire these persons, my wife Cuca is one of them, and always I wanted to be like them, to have this will from the first moment of the day.
Gift of life and optimism of living just the moment without thinking anything about, it is just the feeling of being alive it is the best gift a human could have.

When I have depressed, fortunately for only some months, it is even worst, mornings are the hard hour of the day. I want to remain in bed, one two three hours, or more. It is the feeling of not wishing to live a new day.
All is over now, and I try to wake up early and start doing something just to get a
good humor when other appear at home.

I would like to be like Cuca, that every morning think "Thanks to God" I am alive and I want to conquer the world, things are as they are and no as one would desire to.We can´t change them once they have occurred but we like to think ....if I have done this, or not done this other....it´s absolutely silly just to have in mind this kind of things.
World it is not what we desire to be, and we can´t controll everything in our life or even life of the persons we love.

Only we can do a better world with our mind, our weakness is not a good way to be happy,, knowing that life is a daily struggle and that it depends only on us just to do a little effort to give some happiness to the love one we have it could be a happy time every day we will be here. 

Just live the moment without thinking about future and nothing more.
It could be enough.

Have a happy day.

el gatufo

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